3 months

I took the majority of today off work. I had planned it for awhile to give myself a mental and emotional break. Unfortunately I am sick, and have spent most of the day asleep on the couch. I can feel all the strong emotions of heartache swirling inside of me, but I am too worn out to let them surface. I am exhausted. I just feel numb.

I can't believe it has been 3 months. 3 months of life without Carter. Wow.